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Act I

by Lana Winterhalt

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1.
Each night I fall asleep and I wake up in the wings I’ve forgotten all my lines or I’ve forgotten how to sing I’m 20 minutes late or I just can’t find the door The clothes that I’m wearing don’t fit me anymore (Oh) The voices in my head are getting loud (Oh) I try to find your eyes amongst the crowd (Oh) I’ve always been a little bit dramatic I just hope you’re okay with it I’m standing centre stage but the spotlight’s pointing left There’s only darkness for my sequins to reflect No kisses from my mom or dad no flowers at my door Who will I be if I don’t wanna stand on this stage anymore? (Oh) The voices in my head are getting loud (Oh) I try to find your eyes amongst the crowd (Oh) I’ve always been a little bit dramatic I just hope you’re okay with it The curtain closes and it all fades to black But I don’t hear any applause If there’s no one there to listen am I even really singing? (Oh) The voices in my head are getting loud (Oh) I try to find your eyes amongst the crowd (Oh) I’ve always been a little bit dramatic I’m a recovering theatre kid I just want you to like me, like me I just want you to like me, like me I just want you to tell everyone you know about me (I just want you to like me, like me I just want you to like me, like me) I just want you to like me, like me I just want you to like me, like me I just want you to tell everyone you know about me (I just want you to like me, like me I just want you to like me, like me) Yeah
2.
Static 03:37
Before the static there was magic Before the hard work there were fireworks Before the heartache there were first dates Before our slow end you were my best friend Oh, and every time I think about you I’m caught between feeling shameful and feeling used Oh, but every time I dream about you it’s a rosy coloured vision that never came true Now when I look back I can see all the little cracks We tried to save it, that made me hate it Oh, and every time I think about you all I hear is screaming in the kitchen Oh, but every time I dream about you it’s a supercut of how we used to be Every time I try to move on, the radio plays your favourite song And I’m caught in your taste and your smell Hating myself that I can’t forget the way that you said my name Can’t we go back to before the magic changed to static? Oh, when I think about it you left me feeling used Oh, but every time I dream about you it’s a rosy coloured vision that never came true But how can I ever move on if I don’t want to? Before the static there was magic
3.
I just need a little, something for the pain I swear I won’t get addicted I just need to slow my brain ‘Cause I’ve been staring at the ceiling since 11:42 Now it’s 3:00 in the morning, I’m still thinking about you And all the things we never said to each other Rattling in my head, over and over again Try to slow my breathing, expand and contract But the wind gets knocked back out of me when the memories flood back ‘Cause I keep thinking ‘bout your mother and the way she always said “Oh, you feel just like the daughter I always wish I’d had” Now I’m laying here alone in our bed With these words rattling in my head, over and over again Over and over again (over and over and over and over) And I know that in a moment I’ll be drifting off to sleep And I’ll get to see your face staring back at me in my dreams And we won’t have to live the bad parts, we’ll just focus on the good And we’ll get to do the things that we always said we would But for now I’m laying in my bed with these thoughts rattling in my head Over and over again Over and over again Over and over again (over and over and over and over) So I’ll just have a little, enough to slow me down Cause I’d rather fill my lungs with filth than be filled with this hell Tomorrow will be better, the daylight always is It’s the night that makes me wonder what parts of me you miss So I need something to slow my head
4.
I’m trying not to look for you But I catch your eye and you’re looking too And I try to stop walking over to you But I can’t, ‘cause it feels right I try to think about my words But I’m caught between my thoughts and past hurts And I know I should ask questions of you But I can’t, ‘cause I’m starstruck There’s something about you Something feels right I can’t quite explain it I’m trying to tread carefully But there’s something welling up in me I’ll keep it to myself for now What else can I do? I just hope I’m right about you Something feels right about you

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Lana Winterhalt is a Recovering Theatre Kid–dramatic, emotional, charismatic, sparkly, larger than life–all fuelled by caffeine and Zoloft. As an introverted extrovert, Lana is chaotically balanced between a life on the stage as a performer and life as a hermited music producer, crafting a sonic universe for listeners to walk around and get lost in.

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released January 19, 2024

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Indie-pop musician producer from Winnipeg, Manitoba.

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